Today, at 30 weeks 4 days, we had our latest growth ultrasound. Baby A weighs in at 2lb. 12 oz., Baby B weighs 2 lb. 6 oz., and Baby C weighs 2 lb. 1 oz. While the babies’ growth for the past two weeks fell within “acceptable range,” which I learned should be a minimum of 2 ounces per week, my doctor told me today he is still concerned about the progress of both B and C. So, after my office check-up they sent me over to the hospital once again for another round of Biophysical Profiles. From now until the birth, I’ll be having BPPs twice a week. I also started a second round of steroid shots (one today and one tomorrow) to stimulate their lung development in the event one or more of the babies don’t pass their profiles and they have to be delivered immediately. All three babies scored perfect 10′s on their BPPs today. My cervix is still closed and the amniotic fluid is looking good. Physically, I have been feeling good, albeit like I’ve gained a ton over the past week. On the discomfort-o-meter I I fall well under “manageable.”
To be honest, I’m feeling discouraged today. I have been so optimistic that we would make it at the very least to the middle of July, and possibly to the end of July. Today that optimism has been shaken slightly. I know many of you have been praying, and I SO appreciate it. I would ask you to continue to pray. Pray that my babies continue to grow and pass their BPPs. Pray that my doctors would exercise the wisdom and experience that I am confident God has already given them. Pray that I would find rest and peace in God’s sovereignty. He knows the day and the hour that these babies must be born. He knows how to quiet my heart. Only He can give me the grace I need to be anxious for nothing, but in everything, by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let my requests be known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard my heart and mind in Christ Jesus. (Phil 4:6,7)
Thou hast covered me in my mother’s womb.
I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvellous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well.
My substance was not hid from thee, when I was made in secret, and curiously wrought in the lowest parts of the earth.
Thine eyes did see my substance, yet being unperfect; and in thy book all my members were written, which in continuance were fashioned, when as yet there was none of them.
How precious also are thy thoughts unto me, O God! how great is the sum of them!
If I should count them, they are more in number than the sand: when I awake, I am still with thee.
Psalm 139
It’s funny how doctors make you feel. I was almost certain Lydia would come sooner, especially if the doctor had anything to do with it. But when I least expected it, another doctor would check on things and say everything was fine and she may even come later than her due date. I guess it’s good they are concerned. I’ll keep praying, especially as you have your monitoring and check-ups. Love you, Ruth!
Glad all is well. Good reminders for us all, Ruthie, but I’ll be praying especially for God’s peace to preempt the anxiety.
I will be praying, Ruth! I am so glad that even in your discouragment you are clinging to God’s promises & guarding your heart. Anxiety is a terrible beast; I’ll pray the Lord protects you from it. Those babies are such a blessing & I love hearing about their progress. Thank you so much for sharing with us! *hugs*